I've got these two brainstorming casualties. No real, deep, important thought was put into them. I just start with this when I'm cornered in a conversation with little Cali.
cause you're not alone
cause you're not alone
i know you're not alone
i've got just empty tones
on my fucking telephone
and if you say so, okay
i should let you sail away
but we'll catch the northern wave, that will drown us both together
and if we're there, i don't care
you are blinded with despair
what we say is never fair, we're like oceans, like the weather
i am staring into nowhere, that's the poetry i spit,
about nowhere, going nowhere, hey, let's get me over with
it has been over thirty minutes
in this silence, in this abyss
so long ago i should have left,
i could have spared you all this shit
all this random nonsense that i carry on my lips
since i can't speak,
i just type it down
i wonder where this carries me
once there's no way out of misery
we love
i don't need to breath, my love
fuck love
we give it too much sense
too much space
all i'm left with is a sorry
sorry for them stupid lines
sorry for what you have been through
sorry for no warning signs
sorry that i'm who i am
and sorry that we're here again
well, i know you will be back
and i'll be back
we're fucking stuck
on a deadpoint
and here we live and maintain dreams
it's even harder than it seems
on that I swear i will be back
when you are back
that's what i am sorry for
that I'll be back, no matter what
i'll be back like countless times before
to stand beside you when they're gone
when you're alone
and vulnerable
I'll be back and try to make it better
take you in, paint you a letter
in norwegian
I'll be back and make it worse
just by the plain fact
of being back
catch you in discourse
and we'll be here again
I'm just a fucker but I swear
there's just good intentions in my hair
and good intentions in my eyes
i'm not the type to say goodbye
hell i don't want to say goodbye
all i have is words a
ll i bring is shame
and when you fall asleep tonight
i'll be awake, sending plasters on your pain